Thursday, January 06, 2005

Sad Day for me

Just came back from IPPT at Maju camp just now. First of all you need to wait for a long time. But what's new at Army. Besides, a lot of us were late anyway......

At the statics station, i realised that I had managed to do better than i had expected, passing most of the stations comfortably, except when come to pull-up. A lack of confidence plus wrong technique which i had failed to correct since army time means that I had failed to meet the minimum requirement to get D. I only got E. Then after which, during the 2.4, i sianz liao and just run for fun ( i mean can't pass liao mah...). So i got E for 2.4 oso... CMI, haha...

Come back that day realise that i forgot to bid for modules. Yesterday, the module was unavailable, meaning that all were taken up during previous rounds, but today the module is available. If i had checked, i would not have been outbidded, as informed by the system. Sianz.....

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Pieces fitting together ...

Holiday is coming to an end now. I'm still busy in the process of shifting house....

This is definitely the busiest hols i have ever had, which was packed practically throughout. Frankly speaking though, if people asked if i'm burnt out, I would say it is the opposite. The MC bonds had seemed to fire up these past few weeks and I would say nowadays I felt more purpose and clear and confident of the MC. They are definitely a talented bunch and the newbies we have gotten from Dharmacamp showed great potential.

First of all, would like to congrat the organiser for the great success in Dharmacamp. IT was simply great!

We had a little small group discusison today to sort out a small. Though i did not involved much in it, I was pretty impressed by the method used throughout the discussion. THough it is a small matter, the consequences could be far reaching. I'm gald these feew pple had handled it very well, very open, u'standing of each other. WAY TO GO!

Being in the MC really give me a lot of chance to improve myself as well as learn more about myself. I really want to thank everyone, including those who had bring me to BS, to Buddhism and to the MC. HOpe we can really strive hard the next half of the year to bring out the best in all of us...

Sabbe satta sukhita hontu