Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Finger much better. 正骨水 is good!

Apply 正骨水 for the past two night certainly help a lot. The swelling has subside much and the pain too, although it is still quite sensitive to movement, but today lab it wasn't really such a bother as it was the day b4...

Met sin, machan and bein siong for lunch today at yih. Funny combination but Machan specially came back for lunch cos i told him bein siong need to sign his CCA card urgently, and the stamp is with him (sohan). After my lab, help sin with the engin noticeboard, and met Nhan to chat up with him for a while, sin accompany me to NUH (make a mistake when i tot the x-ray wld be in YIH) for the x-ray. Actually kinda of dun want to waste the money going for x-ray since i'm 99% sure everything is fine now, esp since the pain n swelling has sudside so much but still went ahead anyway. Dunno what i'm thinking, waste money......

Went for the long-due ktv session with my jc frens. Actually i wasn't very on, more of an obligation, cos can't really find the mood to go singing now that the deadline is nearing, but decide to go anyway cos have always been the problem for them in trying to organise outings. As time progress though, i was enjoying the session more and more. It din matter that i had been out of touch with chinese pop for a long time. I realise that there are some pretty nice songs out there. Li Sheng Jie, muz go find all his song. Lin junjie also. and also huang yida - 蓝天. The best gotta be 张敬轩 - 断点. Can't get the song out of my head. Not with my bro playing this song day in day out. Sang this at KTV just now. Realise they all like this song too... Love this line esp: 深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显. Dunno why but it just sound very catchy to me.

Best part though is that we decide the theme for the night shall be retro and we had great fun and laughter to compete in finding old songs. Songs like 三年, 一剪梅, 好好爱我, etc... and 温柔的夜. Nice songs though. Had fun... Oh ya, tried those songs which i think are difficult to sing, 伤逝, my all time fav song 离人. My fren mention that once he went ktv, his other fren use this song as a warm-up. We all wah wah over this. At that instance can't think of other song higher than this. But then when we tried this song, and 彩虹 by powerstation, both down one key, i realise that this is easier to sing compared to 彩虹, in terms of highness... The worst song, mabbe because it is one of the last songs we sang, is 情牢 by hacken lee. Old and nice but difficult!!! Even though we down one key, but we also completely cannot make it. Totally buang. So paiseh. Somehow i think if Gor sing this song it will be very nice. Think such songs are meant for him. Or issit because i have heard him sing b4 at his place... hmmm....

Realised that my group is so different. Though most of us can hold a tune pretty decently, the limitations are there. And we need to down keys etc or just whacked our voice off. But the last time i went with kim sim, puay hong n vincent, they all can sing so well, make me feel so paiseh to sing w/o fear. Conclusion: I feel more at ease n fun singing with my not so good at singing jc frens. Haha...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Hand will need a long time to heal completely

Guess i can't get to learn guitar afterall after my fyp is done. NO guitar for a month i think :S

Hope tmr x-ray will be alright. SHldn't have any problem though i think.

Brought back some memories listening to some old final fantasy songs. Especially like this song. Think it is positive and meaningful. Haiz, childhood is so fantasy-like. Castle, heroes, magic etc...

The Breeze
Are we strangers in this place?
Looking for a place unknown?
We're just leaning on the breeze...
Saying not to give it up...
Can we find the truth behind us,
When the long journey ends?

Are we wrapped in mysteries?
Walking down the winding roads?
Can we find the reason why we are
In this world of trials?

Here comes the breeze, that's whispering in peace
So full of lights, shining in colors
Don't be afraid, just keep on trying in your way
And you will see how all is sight...

Are we strangers in this place?
Reaching out for dreams unknown?
Now we feel our minds are flying high
In this world of liberty

Here comes the breeze that's whispering again
So full of lights shining in colors
Listen to me, just keep on trying in your way
Get the courage to open the door and soon you'll be free...

Monday, June 20, 2005

Black out

I thought my entry tonight tonight will be solely on the bball session at src just now. But something just happen again.

Today a pretty low morale day, i felt guilty over something. But anyway still managed to make my way to school to do my lab. Everything was quite alright till i finally reached src at ard 6.

i meet this man ard late twenties or early thirties at the stadium toilet. Really different, dunno how to describe also, but of a likeable n cool character oso, sort of lift up my spirits for the day. hope i will have such mentalities of his when i'm his age.

Anyway besides that big group of malays playing soccer at the handball court, there was only this other group of pple playing. I decide to ask them but their extra man dun want to play hence if i go in i'll be ood, so decide not to force my way in, and no soccer yet again. Sigh...

So got persuaded by sohan to play bball with puayhong n another guy. After which they tried some stunts n i duly tried it out too.. Then i twist my finger. Real bad. It was bend much further behind when i extend it fully then it usually was and i had to keep bending it n pulling, hoping it will straighten out. I then asked puay hong to help me, then suddenly everything is blacking out. Their voices too. I can hear puay hong asking me if it is too painful but i'm din reply. Everything was just blanking out. Very slowly though. But i still managed to utter that i'm blacking out. Then they help me to sit down. It lasted for a few minutes i think, after which it was better n i regain full consciousness again. Strange, my previous experience when i blank out is that it is a swift process, suddenly one, then also suddenly regain conciousness, but this was hmmm......

The last time happen also when i was at a bball court, playing soccer though. N i thought mabbe it is becos i din had anything. This time though, i though mabbe it is becos i din had lunch (din tell sohan n puayhong abt that though). SO din thought much of it.

But just only, while i was collecting the laundry from the pole n folding the clothes, my mind went momentarily blank again. Two episode within a day. Strange. Am i lacking in blood? Iron? or wat? :S

Thursday, June 16, 2005

People nvr learn, do they?

Though the title sound heavy, it is not meant to be.

Was feeling a bit sick. Had sore throat and stomach like a bit bloating. But... BUT i can't resist the temptation when my brother, whom came back from jb, bought some titbits, like that spicy sugar cuttlefish. Just ate n ate. sigh... i really nvr learn.

Also my fyp, keep wanting to do, but keep end up doing other stuffs, clicking on my songs, or talking to pple etc... Talking about songs, kept listening to vincent recording of my song, 又到了夏日时候. He did a real great job there. Like it sooo much. He sang it almost exactly the way i had meant it to be when i wrote it. oooh.....

Link to his blog which host my song ->
vinclone


Anyway, since i host both songs on angelfire, i hope i dun get condemn by them again for overshooting bandwidth usage. Whatever...

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Falling Sick

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Falling sick. It those kind of sucky feelings when u at the boundary of being sick. :S

Slept a lot today. Remind me of those school holidays when i wld sleep 12+ hours a day. A lot of stuffs need to be done. In fact, nothing had been done yet! Sighz...

Anyway yesterday had been a fun day for me. Thanx to vincent for entertaining me with his recording of songs, and Sohan n Puay Hong who joined us later. As usual i think his guitar rocks n together, we record quite a number of funny tracks. The song that is being played now is the track we have recorded, and which i have done a bit of editing...

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Hey My Friend

词/曲: zeathereal

There’ll be times when we are dreaming
Of the mystery world out there
Looking up while we are lying
Silent words are all we shared

There’ll be times when we are lonely
Looking for a while around us
But this is also a chance to see
What lies deeply inside our hearts

*Hey my friend
With you by my side
My world will never end
Hey my friend
No matter when (Good times or bad)
You will always be my friend

There’ll be times when we are seeking
For the precious truth out there
It does not matter what we will achieve
It is the journey that we have

Repeat *

Thanks my friend
Because of you the sun will shine again
Thanks my friend
For being there when I was in despair

Repeat *