My 'I' is getting smaller
What a demoralising week it has been. My poster was not that well-receive, gotta make some changes. My HR test was like shit. Really shit. I have a phobia of writing essay one, and as expected, i'm really done for...
Today french oral was even worse. Awkward to say the least. I was the scheduled last one, but while i was waiting outside the room at 1.55pm, the next lesson tutor went in to ask my tutor if there are anymore, and she said 'No more, that's the last one', pointing to the guy inside. I quickly exclaimed that I thought I was the last one, she said she dunno that i'm still in her class since i have missed her last 2 lessons... Haiz...
Then i gotta sit in the class with other students inside, and prepared for my question. I thought it read '1 person only', so i describe my mum. But when i ran out of things to say, she suddenly asked about my dad. I was stunned, n at a lost of what to say, in the end i just told her that my dad has passed away liao, and the atmosphere became very very awkward. I can tell she was embarassed for asking. Anyway she prompt me to describe about my siblings but my mind was really blank liao (cos i thought the question only says to describe 1 person) . I can't even remember between soeur/frere, which is brother which is sister. In the end she has to prompt me about their age, and i took a really long time to recall their age in french, and phrasing it correctly. In the end she just said ok, that's all. really jialat... -_-'
I think i'm not even french one standard, in terms of speaking.....
Today french oral was even worse. Awkward to say the least. I was the scheduled last one, but while i was waiting outside the room at 1.55pm, the next lesson tutor went in to ask my tutor if there are anymore, and she said 'No more, that's the last one', pointing to the guy inside. I quickly exclaimed that I thought I was the last one, she said she dunno that i'm still in her class since i have missed her last 2 lessons... Haiz...
Then i gotta sit in the class with other students inside, and prepared for my question. I thought it read '1 person only', so i describe my mum. But when i ran out of things to say, she suddenly asked about my dad. I was stunned, n at a lost of what to say, in the end i just told her that my dad has passed away liao, and the atmosphere became very very awkward. I can tell she was embarassed for asking. Anyway she prompt me to describe about my siblings but my mind was really blank liao (cos i thought the question only says to describe 1 person) . I can't even remember between soeur/frere, which is brother which is sister. In the end she has to prompt me about their age, and i took a really long time to recall their age in french, and phrasing it correctly. In the end she just said ok, that's all. really jialat... -_-'
I think i'm not even french one standard, in terms of speaking.....
