被骂
Kena screwed by a customer just now. Not my fault but for the sake of keeping this regular customer, have to say it is my fault, that I forgot and so on... Sigh, only did I got screwed by him for around 15mins, I blatantly lie to get myself screwed, so that mean breaking the precept. Sianz......
Actually I wasn't really angry, cos i tried to tell myself that he must have a reason for being so angry, like mabbe he can only take food w/o sugar, and his dinner is that porridge which i had sold away. Was a bit indignant that I have to carry the blame for my sis who had went off to her friend wedding dinner, but I reason that it would be better that I say it was my fault, cos i'm just helping out.
So i stood there like an idiot and let him rain insults (some pretty hurting) like 长这么大了， 没有脑的啊? All the other stalls people came over after that to kapo, and surprising I was pretty cool about it and told them it was our fault afterall, although i think his scolding got too personal... Good chance to practise my Brahma Vihara...
Actually, WK ask me if the person is bigger size than me etc that he dare to scold like that. The answer is no, he is more like a lor-soh auntie to me. But i agree that the fact that he dare to scold me like that means i look good to bully type? lol. 人善被人欺. Whatever...
Actually I wasn't really angry, cos i tried to tell myself that he must have a reason for being so angry, like mabbe he can only take food w/o sugar, and his dinner is that porridge which i had sold away. Was a bit indignant that I have to carry the blame for my sis who had went off to her friend wedding dinner, but I reason that it would be better that I say it was my fault, cos i'm just helping out.
So i stood there like an idiot and let him rain insults (some pretty hurting) like 长这么大了， 没有脑的啊? All the other stalls people came over after that to kapo, and surprising I was pretty cool about it and told them it was our fault afterall, although i think his scolding got too personal... Good chance to practise my Brahma Vihara...
Actually, WK ask me if the person is bigger size than me etc that he dare to scold like that. The answer is no, he is more like a lor-soh auntie to me. But i agree that the fact that he dare to scold me like that means i look good to bully type? lol. 人善被人欺. Whatever...
